Hey folks! How's everyone?? Sorry for the lack of updates. (Something I always say when I blog) I hope you guys still read this boring space.
I just realized my life style has changed quite a bit as I age. Used to really hate clubbing but here I am, going to clubs. Which is really funny coming to think of it. I still hate going to clubs but there's this really weirdly nice vibes pulling me in. Its like a love-hate relationship... I don't know. And as I age, I get lazier and lazier. Used to really love the morning sun and waking up early. Have no idea why but now I find myself in bed even at 3pm. Used to have a lot of hobbies too. I really loved taking pictures. Used to be so into photography. I'd rave about how good the 50mm lens are and how the bokehs would show in the details. Just thinking of all these things makes me really sad. Its part of growing which I do understand but there's always a part of me which wants to go back. The life I'm living right now is oddly boring, given the freedom I've been granted. It doesn't make life much more interesting that how it was. It just makes me develop more bad habits which are really hard to get rid of once they've settled in. And I have so much free time on my hands now since I'm not schooling at the moment. Never have I expected to see myself in this stage where I have to drop out of school and try to get my hands on something to do. Which I guess I have nobody but to blame but myself. All I can say is that I'm a slave to influences; good or bad. My will is so weak even though I'm a very determined person. But I guess that's life, just gotta strive harder. Gonna take it as a lesson learnt! As they always say, once bitten twice shy.
Just a few updates!
I've been given a few options for my future.
1. Go to Kaplan and pursue a diploma in Mass communications.
2. Go to the states to pursue a degree in Arts.
This is the hardest decision I have to make in my entire life. I wouldn't mind going to Kaplan but there will always be this "parent barrier".... My mom thinks that Kaplan isn't really established which leaves me with option 2. The states is so far away. And.... I have to make new friends. Probably will take me very long to settle down to the new environment and I probably have to speak like a blonde. :-( And it will take me a whole lot of courage to leave everyone I love behind. But I get to start anew... Hmmm. This shit is so nerve wrecking.............. On the side note, life has been pretty much ok nowadays.
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Go to Kaplan and pursue a diploma in Mass communications. <- This!
ReplyDeleteI can't bear to see you study at some foreign country all alone!
It's just not safe for a girl to study alone overseas!
Hope your parents support you even though Kaplan doesn't has much of a reputation but in time, it will come!!
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Thank you dear! I will take your comment into consideration. I would love to stay in Singapore as well but my mom is pretty against me going to Kaplan though. But I hope I would be able to change her mind somehow! Cheers! Have a nice day ahead, fellow follower/reader:-)
ReplyDeleteDon't go to Kaplan please. If it were me I would choose to go to the states definitely because the art scene in Singapore is so pale in comparison to other places. It's really dead here. Going overseas can also make you more independent and instill better habits into you. Being in an environment where art matters and new inspiration around you produces better results. But then again, if you choose to stay here you should try CMA academy's professional diploma because it is so much better than Kaplan. Or First Media design school. I am actually 90% going to CMA next year hehe so we may be classmates!
ReplyDeleteDoesn't matter if you drop out. I dropped out too. A few times. Never stopped me from going after what I want :) What's worse is that you just sit there and don't do anything to change your situation.
xoxo xxxxxx
You used to be so proud of your blogskins too, remember? Always raving to me about how your entries topped the list every time. Oh well... Things change. But remember this: so long as you put your heart and mind to deciding your own destiny, I will always be behind you.
ReplyDeletexoxo, your really cool brother hehe.