I will be back by Christmas so you guys better buy me stuffs hahaha just joking! Will be away from tomorrow till 16 Dec. And Qinghong fking bitch say he will post about me but I don't know whether its true or not but whatever man. I'm quite touched lol. :) And Celeste is back!!! Woohooo~~~~~~

My brother is back from Qing Dao and he bought me this ginormous sea shell. :)
Oh Hi bitches I'm back anyway. Had been playing Pokemon Emerald (Its my 12th birthday present lol) for the past two days. Its been soooooo bloody long since I've played that. Hehe and I'm bringing it to China~~~ Its just two days away! Ommmm... Am very excited about the food! And I nose bled yesterday and at first I thought it was red ink. Lol haha its most likely because of the weather. (N) Sucked. New Moon sucked too. ;/ Edward looks like a drug addict and its very boring and draggy. Nah not worth it.

Oooh (screams) Its Jay chou!~~~ Hehe anyway, Jay chou've got a new song, click and listen. And I don't really like the woman in the Mv, I think she looks weird... Anyway, Hi people, I'm back. I doing skipping ropes. I'm going to do 300. Its to boost my growth spurts so my height can shoot high high. ;) And I'm going to China soon, will be on hiatus till 16 Dec i think. Maybe I'll try to update when I come back from the roller blading camp I'm going to go with my cousin tomorrow. (^___^'') I have some pictures to post up. They are all unedited hahaha 'cos i don't 'afftah time to do so~ And SerNing and I's burning of fats plan failed. We both went back to sleep lol lol lol cos its so damn early. I'm suppose to wake up at 7am but i slept till 7.40am so I called her and we both agreed not to have it today hahaha. Oh yea and I deleted yesterday's post cos its so damn short. YEAH I WATCHED HUA MULAN AND I LOVE IT!!!! :B GAYEST MOVIE EVERRRR, I WOULD TOTALLY BUY IT MAN. WHEN IT COMES OUT (L)(L)(L) I GO SEE CHEENA HAVE NOT. HEEHEE.

++++++++++ I nearly finished a wallpaper, Its below. Order from left: Park Shin Hye, Lee Hong Ki and Jung Yong Hwa.
Jang Geun Suek is missing from the picture lol cos his face've got figs covering it so i.... erased it. Sorry sister Celeste. :-( And I am damn angry y'know i downloaded Adobe master suite Cs4 then cannot work!!! It took me so bleedin' long and its like 8GB. Neh neh nvm! Humph. I shall try again............ Okay no, i won't. WASTE MAH THAMMMMM ONLY.



















1, 2, 3, 4. I'm just bored. 5. Self reminders lol. 6, 7. From "Horror stories" by Michael Cox. I used to find this book so scary like whud when i'm young, but now hor.. (-_-) 8. i look weird hur hur omg i hate it. Just look at my bangs lol kk i love you guys! Gotta run ;)

My mom doesn't allow me to use the computer haha so i'm here secretly posting. ;) I like my new blogskin hehehe, i am so fickle! This skin looks like shit in Internet explorer though. And I bet Celeste is already in China now and SerNing is back from China today. I quite missed her. (what a gr8 friend I am.) And It seems like many people I know are going there as well. Well, me too... In a few days time~ Can't wait! Hmm, I will try to update properly if I have the time to do so. No, If i am allowed to, is a better phrase. My mom thinks I'm spending too much time sitting on a chair and staring at a screen. But I'm bored, so boreddddddd. I've got nothing to do except to sleep or read books or maybe watch some shows on the television. And I can't go out cos I'm broke. Sigh, anyway! I'm back with bangs. (-_-) Hahaha I can say it looks terrible on me, once again. Whatever, I'm sure it will grow. Update soon~

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There you go, terrible.

I'm too sad for words. Life is such a let down. I don't know why I am always feeling like this. I hate how it feels, I hate feeling insecure, I hate seeing people upset and I hate myself being upset just because of the smallest things. I really hate this, I really hope that this kind of things won't happen in life but the truth is, life isn't as smooth sailing as our own imagination. There'd always be obstacles blocking and pushing you aside. At one point of time, you think you will be alright, a thunderstorm will come crashing down and then you will be out in the freezing water, screaming for help. So there's no point watching or reading those books about happy endings for comfort, telling yourself that, "Ooh, see! That's how my life will be." 'cos really, you will only end up feeling miserable.

I'm sick of seeing people being upset. I'm sick of people choking up their mind with unhappy thoughts and not saying it out. I wonder why I have to be so conscious, why do I have to be haunted by all those remarks whether good or bad. Why do I have to be so sensitive? Why do I have to keep remembering? Why do I care, why do I even give a fucking damn? Sometimes I will be on the verge of tears just by thinking of it. Sometimes, some times, sometimes, why why why, i wish i wish i wish. Its always the same.

Hi everyone, its me hehehe I'm back. :) Had been going out quite a lot. And I'm like, so excited 'cos I'm going to China soon!!! My mom says there's lotsa cheep stuffs I can buy so I'm looking forward to it and I'm trying to draw flowers. I'm back to drawing again because the holidays are so boring.. its driving me to my grave and I'm totally broke with no more money left. And I baked cookies! (Grin)

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Hi folks, went to town with Celeste. Hehe, gr8 fun. We had Swenson for lunch. Oh my god, haha we got cheated. We thought the ice cream buffet with a meal would just cost $12.80. But in the end, it ended up to be $12.80+ the cost of our meal. -.- Zzz got anot! Never even say properly. :-( K, never mind, forget it. I bought a ring and a mask. ^__^ And we watched Christmas Carol today. The candle man's so adorable!!!! And hmmm.... I spent about $70++ today. I am so fucking broke. Sigh.. Anyway, I am so excited to go Orchard Ion again! I wanna buy that shoe~~~ Celeste should know it. Hehehehe!!




Okay, I need to go already! See you and good night bitches!