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Love is not easy. Love is not like the movies. Holding hands and kissing in the rain, rainbows and butterflies, Fireworks and paper hearts. No, love is not as easy and simple as that. Love is complicated. I'm definitely not an easy person to love and I detest that. I hope I wasn't. I hope I could've been everything that suffice. I wanted things to be simple but all I get was complication. Maybe forcing things and trying too hard does not help at all. Maybe asking for too much and having too many expectations leading to disappointments is true after all. It only made things worst. Sometimes, some things are just not meant to be fixed. I guess grudges are meant to be buried in the past. I really do hope for the best for us.