Why do I feel like everybody is leaving me, one followed by the other? Tell me what am I suppose to do? Just sit here and watch them turn their backs on me? Or shut the door before they walk out? So many questions to ask but I don't have the answers. I'm tired of thinking and I'm so tired of trying. I just want to do nothing at all. I don't want to think, I don't want to react.
I feel that nobody can truly understand me. Nobody UNDERSTANDS..... Really. I swear my mind has a layer of steel around it. So many thoughts wanting to get out of it but they just can't. I feel so bottled up. Sometimes, I just want to fall into a deep slumber and never wake up until all the bad has gone. I know that's cowardice, escaping the truth and the reality. But I guess things are really better on the other side.
Shall just drown myself in my assignments and spend the rest of my time watching dramas. I need an escape. I need to do something different.
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