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My feelings are bloody mixed up. Why am I so weak, why can't I be braver? I am always asking.. Always, Every time. Every fucking time. Its always the same words that came tumbling out of my mouth. I am a weakling. I am a wreck. So what can I do? I hope everyone would just ignore me. Forget about me. Don't acknowledge me. Just treat me like an invisible being. It'd be good cos I might become stronger.

Same routine like every other day. I'm feeling down for no reasons. But I think I like Art today. Me and SerNing was imitating those lao da/gangstahzz boss lol, we're like shaking our legs, trying to smoke fake cigarettes and then saying, "You better return your money if not you're going to lose your pretty face." HAHAHAHA it was funny. Maths was also fun today but the most uninviting lesson was POA. It was so boring, I fell asleep again. T_T + There's Geography tomorrow, Mr Zulkefly's super animated, move here move there like Bollywood characters. @_@ I better start packing my black file if not he's going to ask me to get out to get a view of the class tomorrow.~~~ Okay, I'm off to watch the korean drama liaozzzzz woah singaporean style yawzzz.