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Aren't feeling too happy today. Quite frankly, I've got so many thing that I wanted to blurt out. I think something's wrong with me. Every time I lose my friends without any fucking reasons. Why must that always happen? Fuck everything. My life is so wrong. Every time I tell myself to really do something, I'd always procrastinate. Why must I do that? Oh my god, I'm telling you guys, I suck so much. So fucking much. I hope I have someone that I really trust and not be the one who is always left to bleed. I need to stop being so weak.

Today was okay. I think I finally get what Mdm Quek was talking about already. Physics was easy-peasy for me today. (Smirk) All those measuring. Maths was fine. Chinese was fine as well, English was pretty funny. I like Mr Nonis. He's humorous. Anyway, went to the hall for the O level results thingy, lots of people cried. :( I'm so nervous, I'm so afraid. I can feel the adrenaline in me, my heart beating like a rabbit's. I don't know what kind of results I would get next year. :/ I'm tired, I will be sleeping early tonight.