bones sinking like stones

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I've got no idea what to do now. Even after I sent my laptop for repair, I still can't retrieve my data from the other computer because my brother did something to it and it crashed and i don't know what happened. I can't really say peace out. Man, fuck it. Its the last day of school and I don't even have the anxiety to fly home and throw down my bag and play. Nah, not this year. Everything felt so blase like plain porridge. I don't know but I feel so fucking empty inside like I've lost my soul or something. I hated this feeling, it feels like shit.

And my hands are so short even Wanxin's hands are bigger than mine. Be glad wanxin hehe. I've decided, I'll take up classes to fill up my boring 2 months of holiday. Art, Graphics, Photography, Roller blading. Name it, I might even take up Dance classes. I still remember that I was in ballet when I was young, can you imagine me as a ballerina now. Goodness, i think my backbone will be even straighter than a washboard. But hell, I can stretch like a rubber band but now, I'm stiff like fuck.