C'est la vie

I have 15 minutes to finish this post. Basically, the reason is that my mom, my bro and my dad all wants me to study from 4pm to 7pm. That's seriously something hard to do FOR me. Like I said, my attention span is only 10% and my ability to concentrate is also about the same percentage. Even if I were to off my laptop and get to work, it will take me about 2 hours to finish one paper because half of the time spent will be used on daydreaming. You get what I mean? But I know all this is for my own benefits but sometimes, I really don't get why they must force me into doing it. I mean like, my dad was all anal this morning. Going all "Why are you still sleeping?!?!?!" at 11am. Its not even LATE plus I don't get why I shouldn't sleep in late on a weekend DURING MY HOLIDAY (which is not even holiday like) Sometimes, they really don't know my limits.

I know I am deemed as someone who doesn't like studying and who likes to play. Almost everyone thinks of me that way from my own point of view. I know I'm stubborn but come on, that's just me? I can't change my own personality, can I? And I know that I don't do what I say. This is a habit that even I hate. Sometimes, I really want to give up on everything. I just thought maybe I don't have the ability to keep myself going any more. And could you guys please stop calling me a china kid? Its kind of getting on my nerves. I know its funny at times, but I'm a god damn Singaporean ok? Get it right.

Anyway, I need a life. School the whole of next week, from 8am to 5pm. 9 hours in school. To do what? Draw. Great, my life is one hell of a ride. Thanks and I'm enjoying it. Tremendously. And like always, Sundays are the worst and I'm not contradicting. I wanna catch Laddaland! Sorry if my blog is boring but I promise, more pictures soon. Adios lovelies!