10/11/10

When one speaks, it is necessary to have things to say


Totally screwed my papers up today. Bye canon~~~ Its okay. I don't really need you anyway. Well, I do hope that I PASSED. Better than nothing actually. I've learned my lesson: I need to practice more. The maths paper today was fucking easy I swear, I just lacked of practice. D:

And I think I'm suffering from Mild Anxiety and Social Phobia. Really. Some of the symptoms really matches me like...... Meeting new people, being the center of attention, being watched while doing something, being teased or criticized, going on a date. Here are some odd facts about me: Well, honestly speaking... I really hate attention. I get goosebumps and I become thirsty. And I'm scared of getting close to people cos I'm afraid of letting them down. I get paranoid and insecure easily. I can't stand mushiness. (LOL) I can't stand the sound of scratching of rubbery paper. My hands sweat when I slide my hands down the wall. I don't fall in love easily. I can't make decisions. I get really stressed when people ask me to make decisions. Cos you know, once again. I'm afraid I will let them them down. Hahahahaha and I've got no idea why. This sucks.

Kk bye. I know I'm weird. Can't help that. Xx

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