Questions with no answers

I have minty Turquoise nails now! Feeling absolutely bored, happy and quirky. I feel like deleting this blog, for some reason. Or maybe starting a new one. I've been pondering. Why are humans like this? Why does human lose interest so easily? Why can't we stay committed to a thing we used to like? Why, why and why. So many questions, so little time.

Anyway, today wasn't very nice, I was so sleepy in class. I had been sleeping for almost the whole English class (2 periods), SS. (free period, KIND OF) and then Geog, didn't get to sleep. I can't even try to attempt to sleep. You know best~ Then I've got Maths (2 periods) and Ms cheong was like, "Xinyi why you today keep sleeping!" I couldn't stand the exhaustion plus I think I caught a cold. -_- Skipped CCA today and went to Coffee bean to try out the Chocolate Banana drink Eileen told me about! It was pretty nice. :-) Otw home, I was on an empty bus. With just me around, not kidding.

And seriously, I think I need more laughter and excitement in my life. Its so boring I can die. Sometimes life can be so flawed, you realize all the mistakes in it. All those mistakes we make just make the world seems like it isn't really all beautiful crafted. That's how I see things, I don't really have an open heart. I tend to look at things in a different perspective and that I really have a deep but shallow thinking. So I've got no idea how my brain works. Sometimes, I make inferences. Just like history questions, I make people's thoughts mine. If its not a good thing, I'd feel dejected and everything would feel like as if my world's crumbling down. Then if its a good thing, I'd be on cloud nine. I think I'm quite much of a paranoia outbreak and it sucks, really. So yeah... Ha ha ha. Maybe I really need to change that. Okay, time to get some beauty sleep since its the hooooolidays now! Will update soon with pix! Nights, Xx.