You only get to feel the remorse when you see the results of practically nothing when you've put in practically no effort too. Not like I haven't, but its not enough but I don't have any choice. I feel like I've fallen down the big black hole. Down down down... I fall~ Put yourself in my shoes, when you get this kind of shitty results, I'm going to tell you. You'd cry. For once, a passing grade to be smacked right in my face would make me jump in joy. Guess I really need to do something about it. Don't be deceived by the words I've said because words are empty. Its suppose to be actions that play the part. I will try, to be.... more self motivated. Sigh.
This is the worst I've ever done, English refused to be my friend now. What a chore. All I have to do today is to shake my head to this one question: Did you pass?? Yes, everybody seemed to do very badly this term. I totally dislike people who've scored exceptionally well but is still ain't happy with it. Be content, bitches. You don't get to be this blessed all your fucking life. Anyway I have faith in you, chem! Please don't let me down the next time round~ And I need money, money, money. Money please fall off the sky for me. I am so broke, I wanna buy so many shits. Wish I was born fed with a silver spoon.
/edit @ 8.30pm, If I'm only living with my father, life would be much more easier. My mom is too stingy to spare me a penny but she is too please to buy my brother almost anything. And I'm like a part-time maid now. Washing my own clothes, ironing my own clothes, cleaning my own room AND my brother's room. Fetching my brother because he doesn't have a damn umbrella when its raining. Helping my mom carry her stuffs. Is that all I can wish for in my life? I HOPE NOT
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