Eccentric sophie

up in flames

2012-02-01T21:51:00.004+08:00

You know, during some of point in life, you get emotional out of the sudden. I might not have done my duties as a good daughter, sister or as a reassuring friend. I do regret some of the things that I've done. If I get to choose between continuing my life as myself or becoming a whole new person. I'd choose to be someone else. Deep inside me, through the stoic and expressionless (or bubbly) exterior, I think I'm pretty trashy, weak and unhappy. But apparently, there are no such things as choosing to become someone else and who you are cannot be changed.

I have this empty feeling inside of me. Something is missing but I have no idea what it is. Its eating at my heart, my head is in the clouds and my mind is pretty messed up right now. I feel like maybe one day I should just board a train, leave everything behind and head to the hinterlands. And maybe I might be able to forget everything bad that happened but you know, this only happen in fairy tales. Although I might not be able to fully understand life since I'm still at the stage of preadolescence but I know reality is too cruel to let that happen. Well I hope, life would get better.

Happy February.... NOT?

holding a heart

2012-01-31T21:16:00.007+08:00

Hi all, I'm back from China! The picture above is just a random outfit picture I took. (lol I hate wearing jeans, so seeing me in jeans is a rarity.) I'm lazy to upload the pictures I took in China but I will, SOON. I did almost nothing while I was there. So in other words, it was VERY boring. Spent several days in bedwatching dramas, I finished Pretty Little Liars, CSI:NY, Two and a Half Men and some tw drama. (Drama marathon!!!!!) My bed was my boyfriend there..... It was 4 degrees there and I had to wear 5 layers of clothes. I couldn't stand living there any longer because the food there gets cold easily and you don't even need a damn refrigerator to keep the food fresh. Its like a damn fridge there. Keep your feet out of your blanket and you catch a cold. Maaaaaaan, caught the flu bug back there and now I'm down with cough + sore throat + runny nose.

Eileen is coming over tomorrow~ Yay we're painting our nails! Oh yeah and not to forget, it's my bro's enlistment for army tomorrow haha its so weird and funny to see him with his head shaved! Pictures soon (I SWEAR ON MY FOOD)! And I will be bringing tie dyed shorts soon (like I said a few months ago haha) since I've got alot of time on my hands nowadays. I will find the persistence in my laziness to finish this task. Please support me, babes! ;) Till then xx

Here's a new song in my playlist before I go!

wordy post

2012-01-17T23:16:00.007+08:00

Heyyyy guys! Just a post before I head to China for Chinese new year and I'm gonna go get some wallpapers for my empty walls. So I guess I might as well finish up 14 days of the "30 days challenge"!!! Ok before I go, I will wish you guys a very (advance) Happy new year and please drink more water because all the food during Chinese new year are very heaty! Take good care of yourself and hope that you guys receive alot of $$$ KACHING KACHING hehe!!! ;) Will be back with lotsa photos, stay tune~ Till then x

DAY THIRTEEN: A date you would love to go on

Hmmm... I'm not too sure. I don't want something too mushy or corny. Personally, I don't like mushy stuff because I get goosebumps. But I would really love to go on a really romantic date with someone I really like. Eg. strolling in the park without shoes on... HAHA!! Its like whenever you watch dramas or movies, people go on dinner dates and everything. Its really sweet!! I guess I'm too influenced by the oh so amazing satellite world.

DAY FOURTEEN: Something disgusting you do

Sometimes I don't wash my hair because I'm a lazy bastard

DAY FIFTEEN: The best thing to happen to you this week

The week is not over....... But I presume it will be receiving money heheeee

DAY SIXTEEN: 3 things you are proud of about your personality.

I think I'm pretty laid back and carefree. Plus I'm really... straight forward. I like straight forward people and that makes me a narcissist lol

DAY SEVENTEEN: Things that make you scared

I don't like blood or pain. Even watching others suffer in pain makes me really uncomfortable. And I don't like delusional people. Basically people out of their state of mind, crazy people. They scare me the most.

DAY EIGHTEEN: Disrespecting parents

Not cool but isn't that what we all do at this age? Adolescence eh?

DAY NINETEEN: Something that never fails to make you feel better

Watching funny as hell videos by people like Jenna Marbles! (Which is really funny) Or by eating. Its like a blessing in disguise! It makes me fat but I still love it!!

DAY TWENTY: The last argument you had.

Oh... When was it?

DAY TWENTY ONE: Something you can't seem to get over.

I can't get over the fact I failed maths haha but oh well.. LIFE.

DAY TWENTY TWO: 10 thing about you that people don't really expect

1. People somehow think that I'm really studious which I am really not.

2. I do have crushes on people but I prefer to be discreet about it. It makes me embarrassed lol

3. I really like reading which many people doubt.

4. I'm really afraid of rejection that's why I steer clear of anything related to that.

5. I have expectations of myself but I always fail at meeting them haha

6. I don't like attention :(

7. I'm secretly in love with weird things like phrenology and such

Can I stick to just 6 things? I bet I'm rather easy to read? haha

DAY TWENTY THREE: Some things you always think "what if" about

I always think about... What if I die (touch wood), would people actually cry over my death? Its hard to see on the surface if someone really care.

DAY TWENTY FOUR: Things you want to say to 5 different people

Hi bob, hi billy, hi john and hi marco paulo

DAY TWENTY FIVE: 10 ways to win your heart

1. I just have to like you.

2. Don't be over the top about yourself.

3. Don't try too hard.

4. Don't show off.

5. Omg Idk haha

6. Be charming and nice?

7-10. I really dk lol

DAY TWENTY SIX: Your religious beliefs

I'm a Christian and I do believe that there's really a god out there. Its hard to commit daily though but I do believe in god.

bright eyes

2012-01-15T17:59:00.005+08:00

My days after O levels were very very mundane. My usual days consist of me eating at unusual hours and watching movies till late night.... (minus work) Btw, I applied for lasalle. Any of my readers are going there too?? Let me know alright~ ;)

DAY EIGHT: Something you're currently worrying about

My application into Lasalle haha! I'm kinda worried they might not accept me cos of my O levels results. Ahhh paranoia!

DAY NINE: Your last kiss

My........... WHAT? keke

DAY TEN: Your views on alcohol/drugs

Alcohol makes you fat (I think or is it beer?) and drugs will ruin your life, srsly just watch dramas and you will know lol #dramaaddict

DAY ELEVEN: Your current relationship/ if single, discuss how single life is

Um... Hmmmmm I'm single and life is boring as hell, as usual.

DAY TWELVE: Things you want to say to an ex

Hi there bobby and marco polo

Before I go off, Happy 17th Birthday, Eileen Chew! Thank you for being my best friend for 4 years now and still counting!!! Will always love you for your queer methods of mocking people<3 (lol the pic below was 2 years ago omg hahaha)

Aftermath

2012-01-10T18:30:00.005+08:00

Soooo... Yesterday was the release of the O levels results. I got back my results and couldn't help but to feel a bit of a disappointment in myself. Ah yes, human nature but in other words, I kinda deserve what I get. However, I must say I'm one really lucky person. (Thank god!!!!) Anyway, my days now are not very preoccupied. I don't have plans, I just need a job. Siggghhhh here are the days I missed out on the "30 days challenge." Till then x

DAY FIVE: Five things that irritate you about the opp sex/same sex

Ok let's divide this topic into two parts. Girls and Boys. WHAT IRRITATES ME ABOUT GIRLS?? There are many! Sometimes, I just don't understand some girls.

1. Some girls are just soooooo damn sensitive. I can't stand it. I mean like, I'm sensitive too but not to that extend when you cry over a damn argument on what to eat. lol DUDE what is wrong with you.

2. Bimbo talks.

3. Girls hating on another girl just because their crush likes the girl. LOL FUCK YOU

4. Girls who act cute.

5. Girls who act dumb LOL fuck you too

I have not so much problems with guys cos I'm socially awkward hahahaha

1. Guys who flirt even when they have a girl friend.

2. Too insensitive.

3. Insistent sometimes.

4. weird guy talks that I don't understand lol

5. giving weird stares omg I cannot stand it

DAY SIX: The person you like and why you like them

lol no

DAY SEVEN: Your opinion on cheating on people

If you wanna cheat then don't stay in a relationship or get married. Be single and cheat to your heart's content. Cheating is just loooooooow

TIME FOR SOME PICS!

1. Say yay to new shoes and top and my curled hair and my braces?? ;) Hahaha I LOVE COLLARED SHIRTS! 2. Rereading my old books cos I'm bored. (Secretly a bookworm at heart, please believe me.) 3. Drawing ugly drawings for my portfolio /depressed/

oh hello

2012-01-07T14:43:00.003+08:00

DAY TWO: How have I changed in the past 2 years?

I've changed alot, obviously. I've grown to learn alot of things that I used to not know. (Inserts the same old things that people will talk about when it comes to this topic) I really don't know what else to say. /Awkward laughter/

DAY THREE: What kind of person attracts you?

What kind of person?? Hmm.. I have to say, I like charming, funny, charismatic and interesting people. I don't like boring people. (Considering the fact that I'm actually kinda boring) But what attracts me the most is a person with a very nice smile. Haha Idk why

DAY FOUR: What you wear to bed

Oh I just wear my pjs and sometimes T-shirts and shorts haha what else?

Sorry for the absence! I've been rather busy these few days. Occupying myself with sleep.... I'm looking for a new job, please leave a message on my formspring if you can help! Anyway, 2 more days to the release of O level's results. Honestly speaking. I don't feel anything... No sense of urgency. I don't get myself, I'm damn calm. Btw, I just bought myself a hair curler! Wee ^_^

30 days challenge

2012-01-04T22:28:00.005+08:00

30 Days Challenge.

1. Weird things you do when you're alone.

2. How have you changed in the past 2 years?

3. What kind of person attracts you?

4. What you wear to bed

5. Five things that irritate you about the opp sex/same sex

6. The person you like and why you like them

7. Your opinion on cheating on people

8. Something you're currently worrying about

9. Your last kiss

10. Your views on alcohol/drugs

11. Your current relationship/ if single, discuss how single life is

12. Things you want to say to an ex

13. A date you would love to go on

14. Something disgusting you do

15. The best thing to happen to you this week

16. 3 things you are proud of about your personality.

17. Things that make you scared

18. Disrespecting parents

19. Something that never fails to make you feel better

20. The last argument you had.

21. Something you can't seem to get over.

22. 10 thing about you that people don't really expect

23. Some things you always think "what if" about

24. Things you want to say to 5 different people

25. 10 ways to win your heart

26. Your religious beliefs

27. Talk about your siblings

28. The month you're happiest this year and why

29. A picture of yourself

30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen the next

Day ONE. Okay here are the weird things I do whenever I'm alone.

I like talking to myself... But trust me, I'm perfectly sane. Like I'm actually reading this out while I type. Don't judge please!!!
I sing alot man especially when I'm at home alone. Its like I'm holding a concert or something hahahahahaha
I like doing funny faces in the mirror. lol
Dance like some crazy bitch
Cry during movies... I don't usually do that when people's around

Happy new year

2012-01-01T15:32:00.008+08:00

Yes I know, my post title is as overrated as it is but what's new year without that, right? Happy new year everyone! Let's welcome 2012 with open arms and hope that everything great comes along as well. So this is what all of us do. Resolutions. I'm going to do mine and I know they don't necessarily happen as you know I don't do as I say... Most of the time.

Hopefully I can get 15 points for O levels. But its okay if I don't.
Get into a course I want.
Try to be less lazy. (I'm lazy as hell)
Get a bf because the end is near. lol this is a joke, please don't take me seriously. Ok maybe not. I mean seriously, what if we are all dying on the 21st Dec? I'm going to be the only unicorn and thats gonna suck!!!
Go to Dashboard Confessional's concert. (Yes this resolution is guaranteed. I love them.)
This is my annual wish. $$$$$$$$$$!!!!! Get the idea?
Secure a job cos I'm jobless now.
Spoil my phone and buy an iphone. I'm turning into an apple person. 2012 changed me lol
I need a mac, like a GIGANTIC mac desktop. They're funky as hell. Its like everything is enlarged. Like if you're watching porn and you know... OKAY JUST KIDDING. HAHA ok pardon my not very good sense of humor.
Make alot of new friends.
I need another closet because my current one is suffocating.
Go jogging. (For real)
Go Bangkok and USA. And Japan before it disappears. #PrayforJapan! May god bless.
Get a new camera!!!!

So I guess these are all of my wishes and wants and whatever this year. Not much to ask for right? Anyways, Happy new year once again everyone! Hope everything turns out fine. 2011 has been a really rough year, many things had happened. Good and bad but what's life without ups and downs?! Enjoy 2012, its a new year so its obviously a new start. (As cliche as it sounds) Leave your past behind and allow the future to take things over. Till then x

What are you doing new years eve?

2011-12-30T13:21:00.004+08:00

I figured that they should just marry each other already. They're SO damn cute together!! Just in case, some of you guys don't get why they're cute together. Just watch 500 days of summer and you will know hehe. Btw for more magical effects, please press the snow button located at the bottom. Enjoy! ;) x

starbucks smile

2011-12-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

Don't we all love shopping? I just bought myself a new dress from H&M. Its a little small, this dress might need a new owner soon I guess? I will come up with more outfit posts as I've ran out of ideas on what to post on... So anyway, what are your plans for new years? Ready for 2012? I'll be staying at my couz's slicing up fruits on an ipad. Its kinda of an tradition. (Spending new year's eve at my couz's.) I've been doing that since last year. Don't believe me? Check the Archives. And yes, I'm hell yeah ready for 2012. The end of the world? BRING IT ON.

I know mirror shots are cliche but bear with me?

As I fail at timer shots. Haha

Say yay to my... whimsical (or not) smile.

Visuals: Hong kong

2011-12-29T11:44:00.003+08:00

Hi everyone! Like I said, I would update this dead and lonely place once I'm back from Hongkong. Ok so here I am! :-) The trip was fine, got quite alot of items hehe! Spent nights indulging in snacks and watching The Mentalist till dawn. That prolly explains my eyebags. Anyway, here are the pictures! Happy (LATE) holidays!

To my fellow readers

2011-12-17T01:37:00.002+08:00

Will be leaving this blog to rot till I get back from Hongkong. PARDON ME. I WILL REVIVE THIS DEAD PLACE SOON. PLEASE BE PATIENT;)

hair

2011-12-11T17:46:00.003+08:00

I said I will dip dye my hair and I did. :) Btw, am thinking of quitting my job at A|X cos its too far... and I cannot wake up on time. (like today) SHOULD I? Gave it a miss today hahaha. My manager's gonna kill me :(

travel light

2011-12-03T19:47:00.004+08:00

Hi guys, how are you all doing? Sorry for the lack of updates... I've been really busy working. My new job requires me to wake up at 7.40 every morning. Seriously need to curb my bad habit of sleeping at 3am. That is turning me into a zombie. I've had 4 days of break this week though. Took MC today cos I woke up at like 10.30 and I felt like shit lol sorry. Shall not take any more breaks next week so I can make more $$ :-) Hehe! Btw I'm heading to Hongkong somewhere near the Christmas so I won't be spending Xmas in Singapore this year.. AND I won't be spending my count down to 2012 in Singapore too! Awwww :( Nvm, a new experience haha!!! Anyway, I'm heading to USS tomorrow so there will be pictures! Stay tune ;)

the one who got away

2011-11-24T23:59:00.005+08:00

Hi! Here are some pictures since I really don't know what to post about :-) So my post O levels plans were perturbed.......... by WORK. Haven't had the change to paint the walls of my room, haven't had the chance to create another closet at the side, haven't had the chance to watch EVERY movie in the theatres, haven't had the chance to hang out with friends I haven't seen for so long and I haven't had the chance to get myself a new dslr!! :-( But never mind! As you know, its all for the money!!!! $_$ Ok I guess I will stop here. Till then.

Spot my new baby. Pretty but a pain in my feet. (The red one on the left)

prom

2011-11-23T14:38:00.003+08:00

Prom night is over! I can't say I've enjoyed myself very much though everyone looked gorgeous and handsome. Thought my make up was actually thick enough until I reached the function. The food wasn't really great. Should've drank 70 cups of coke lol to make up the $70 I paid.

I've a feeling that I'm always following in other people's footsteps which is what I need to stop doing. Wanted to take so many pictures with people but I just didn't have the time to and now I'm really regretting. Oh well... Till the next time I have a prom night, which is never. I swear I will make full use of my time with my friends from today onwards. Ok I really have like ZERO pictures with me right now which is really pathetic. I've to wait till my friends send me the pictures.

And I really feel like going back to schooling. Schooling is better than rotting at home or working. At least there are things to keep myself occupied. I really miss studying. I guess I will really miss my friends. Be it friends I've lost over time, friends I've made. On a more selfish thought, I wish we could all just stay in school for another year.

forever and always

2011-11-13T20:14:00.005+08:00

I've always loved sunsets more than sunrise. Its been long since I last touched my dslr. Time to start using it since its the last paper tomorrow! I have so many plans spread out in my mind. Cannot wait to execute them. Here are some of them.

I need to get myself a prom dress... What do you guys think of this? Go watch the catwalk and let me know what you think of it at my formspring.
Watch all movies at the theatre. Yes, this was what my bestie and I planned out HAHA I know that this will never happen but who cares...
Dye my hair. I still have no idea what color to dye. :/
Get a job........... T_T

I hope you guys have your plans planned out like me as well! And enjoy your holidays :-)

nothing much

2011-11-12T22:18:00.005+08:00

Sorry I really don't know what to post about. Haha so here are a few pictures! Anyway, I've been spending alot of money buying clothes. :( And I'm going to apply for a job at Topshop, wish me good luck guize x :)

My new make up from Topshop. I mean like.. HOW CAN YOU RESIST?

I love Muji! You?

Do you like my shirt? Haha

I love them so much.

my new baby

2011-11-05T20:48:00.004+08:00

Life wasn't that great for the past 9 days. Managed to do some online shopping (which explain new shuz) and I managed to catch two movies lately. In time and You're The Apple Of My Eye, do watch them in the cinemas! They're both really good films. Anyway, I gotta go! 4 papers left, need to finish my Art P2. 9 more days till the end of o levels ~.~ Will update properly then xoxo

O's

2011-10-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

Till the end of O levels, I won't be posting! I've created up a list of items I'm gonna do and I cannot wait!!! Omg the wait is killing me!!! Gonna get myself a job and dye my hair (Again) lol which I'm looking for suggestions? Anyone? Please formspring me!

Maths and English was doable which is a good thing. 3 papers down! 8 more to go I think. Hehe so.......... See you guys in 2 weeks time ehehehe! Till then x

littlest things

2011-10-25T01:04:00.004+08:00

Sometimes, problems would be better if they can actually solve themselves. I've gotten myself in quite a mess and I clearly don't know how to get out of it. I swear that this year was hell of a ride. Not a fun ride, mind you. It was a really bumpy one. So hopefully, my problems will just solve themselves along the way. Well, that's what I hope for... But sometimes, I really don't understand how I can get myself into sticky situations even without noticing. Guess I'm really oblivious. Time to take some precautions.

I really wish I could just delete some people off my life. Its like, I really want to ignore them but I just can't! I love each and everyone of them too much to let them go. I'm sorry but sometimes my love just go unnoticed for a long time... Or maybe for forever. I do care for people, its not like I don't. I take the slightest things to heart. I might not show it but I really care about how people feel about me and how people feel when they're around me. No matter what, I'll take account for the things that I believe I have done wrong. I think I really hate that part of me. :(

I’m a renegade, its in my blood

2011-10-18T13:19:00.005+08:00

Life is grossly boring at this moment. Studies are filling up the spaces in between my head. The spaces reserved for something more eclectic. Today is the last official day of my secondary school life. No mixed feelings, no reluctance... A little blasé I might say, though I cannot say I'm not feeling the least bit of nostalgia. Its definite that I'll miss secondary school life but I will just take it as a stepping stone to growing old and not to forget, a wider exposure to the outside world.

2 more days to O levels practical, 6 more to English. May god bless and good luck to those taking the papers the same time as me! 26 more days to freedom:) x

brb

2011-10-16T19:05:00.001+08:00

just be true to who you are

2011-10-09T15:41:00.005+08:00

I feel the need to post this. This song gives me goosebumps. ALL THE TIME. I've known this song for a year or so now and omg....... the mv is finally out! Ahhhhhhhhh love her!

Daydreamer

2011-10-08T11:38:00.004+08:00

Hello! I'm finally back~ Have been studying my brains out....... 2 more weeks to O levels! And don't you realize 2011 is passing by really really fast???? I cannot wait for O's to be over and so I can get a job. Man and I'm sorry if I've not mailed your items out, I was really busy but I'll be mailing them out today! So hope you guys understand. Btw I've updated my blogshop go go go:) Btw, have a nice weekend!

look how ugly I've gotten, eye bags eye bags... Bane of my existence! Ok I shall end this post with one of my favourite song by Adele:) Hope you like it as much as I do!

stfu

2011-10-02T12:31:00.004+08:00

Just realized that twitter is a fucking scandalous platform. Time to be discreet about what is going on.

punk rock love

2011-09-28T21:52:00.008+08:00

Hi guys, just letting you know that I'll be away for a while! School nowadays are so long and I have night study every night. I barely have time to use the computer except for today because I didn't go for night study........... Not to mention, I'm always unable to wake up on time in the morning. So I guess, I shall give my blog a break! Anyway, I had like 5 hours of poa today. Think I'm going to dream of numbers tonight. I'm trying to get my academics back on track so please pardon my absence.

My emotions are kind of running wild these few days. Too much thoughts, need to chuck them aside. Ok nvm I shall not talk anymore, I will be back soon. So stay tune! x

Ps, Kitten (The last song from my previous post was sang by them) mentioned me on twitter, I'm so happy! Omg

In an acid light

2011-09-25T21:12:00.004+08:00

1. Some old pic. 2. The Eiffel tower! 3. My new shirt:)

Hi guys. Its gonna be a hectic week! Night study every day from tomorrow onwards.... Will update whenever I can. Had a great time with Eileen today! Gosh I love her, so glad I met such a funny and awesome friend like her hehe :') So many great friends I have around me, I'm so thankful! Anyway, here are a few songs to keep you guys company while I'm gone. I hope you like them as much as I do!

When the sun goes down

2011-09-24T19:36:00.008+08:00

Hi! I'm really happy and the reasons are:

1. Got my creepers! Though I'm really not a big fan of leopard prints but I thought these look pretty cute. Here are some of the things I bought online! (From UO and etc)

Undergroud creepers, Your eyes lie shorts, Asos claw bracelet, Ecote tribal shorts

(I kinda hate it when I buy alot of clothes online but I always end up chucking them in the corner of my closet. I hope I will start wearing them out!)

2. I've been indulging in pretty good food these few days. Ahh GUILTY PLEASURE.

3. O levels are nearing! I CANNOT WAIT. (Though my prelims can go and suck my dick)

5. Am pretty excited for night study because I can really get to work hard. I think school is a really conducive place compared to my home.

5. I got my mastercard (:-) x1000)

6. I think that is all! Sorry for the short post and the lousy quality of the pictures. I was really lazy to edit the pictures hehe. There are more pictures, I will update again soon tomorrow:) Enjoy your weekends!

hectic

2011-09-19T21:45:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, sorry for the absence. I've been pretty busy (or lazy). Spent almost the whole of last week completing my art coursework. Its finally over... FOR NOW. There's still a paper 2 in Oct, sigh! Anyway so today, I've decided to update since I've got nothing much better to do.. I caught two films recently. I caught Johnny English on Saturday and it was so funny! I caught Don't be afraid of the dark today and I swear, it was soooo disgusting and creepy. Was wincing through out the whole movie but it was also kinda funny in a more sadistic way... HAHA. Here's the trailer for you guys~ I will upload pictures soon. And I'm still waiting for my UO package to arrive :( Hopefully, it will tomorrow. Goodnight!

hurricane bells

2011-09-12T18:59:00.008+08:00

Edit: Selling post available at printingdaisies!

School has started, it was not a good start. I'm so gonna flunk my preliminary examinations but who cares. Honestly speaking, I really don't mind wasting my life away doing worthless things. Like how they always say it, "You only live once." So why not live your life up to yourself?? I've made up my mind, I really don't mind repeating another year if I have no choice. But I guess its always the best to finish secondary school life this year. School is a drag.... Anyway, here's a post for ya lovely readers. :) Will do a haul video soon when everything's here and along with the long awaited make up tutorial......... I will upload it soon haha! Here's an outfit post~ Oh how much I love blazers hehe I just went online shopping and I got myself a few good things. I just got my JC litas! Am so happy right now. ^^

Eye thingy from Etude house, Plaid top from Asos, Blazer from some online store, Shoes from somewhere I don't remember, Union jack flag tote bag from Topshop

flames and smoke

2011-09-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

Just for a while, see you on the other side.

http://flamesandsmoke.blogspot.com/

Don't wanna be too emotional on this blog hahahaha

your heart is an empty room with walls of the deepest blue

2011-09-08T14:49:00.004+08:00

Sometimes in life, things don't fall in the right places.

Ps, I'll be updating my other blog so stop by if you're interested but its nothing much, just somewhere I post emotional shit.

banner tutorial

2011-09-07T14:49:00.011+08:00

Hi! I'm really bored right now, I swear this is the most boring holiday I've ever had this year. Everybody's not free to go out and I'm like stucked at home with my laptop and a pile of maths practice paper sigh! But on a brighter note, I got my HTC back and my Asos stuffs arrived woo ^^ Oh and someone requested for a banner tutorial. So here is it...... All you guys need is photoshop. All versions will do.

First step: Open photoshop and open a new file.

Second step: Type out anything you want onto the background. (Make sure its in black or anything dark because overlaying only works well with dark colors.) So right now, I'm using a simple font, Arial. You can download any fancy fonts on dafont.com and they're free so yeah.

Third step: Click file and then click Open. Open any picture you want.

Fourth step: LOL.... Since the nebula hipster shit is really popular now, Imma use this picture haha

Fifth step: Now, drag the picture into the first file. (the one with the typography on it)

Sixth step: Set the image layer to SCREEN. (As shown in the picture if you don't get me.)

Seventh step: And then you're done, you should be getting this.

Eighth step (Not neccessary): Crop it if you want~ I hope this helps!

Here are a few other examples of overlaying, using the same method! ;) I hope you guys like this tutorial and see you guys soon! This is a really really simple tutorial so I think you guys should be able to follow. If you don't get anything, feel free to formspring me! Till then x

Peonies

2011-09-05T16:51:00.005+08:00

I'm bored so here are few songs. They're amazing bands, do check their other songs out!! :)

Calendar girl

2011-09-05T02:51:00.006+08:00

Time check: 2.51 AM. I think I've gotten used to sleeping early in the morning and waking up late in the afternoon... Anyway, hi! Today I was cleaning my room and I found this box of fake eyelashes. I really don't know where and why I got it. Might be for my dance performance several years back. I still have my make up shit back then with me. The box was still nice and intact haha. So I kinda decided to try putting them on. Damn, I tell you those long and furry bastards are hard to put on. Took me about half an hour (please don't judge) and my eyelids felt like they have bristles on it. But I like how its so damn long, I just wish normal eyelashes WERE actually this long. Oh well... Here are a few pictures before I go and continue my daily routine of marinating myself with loneliness by watching sad romance movies. #foreveralone.... Btw I've finally managed to get something off UO without having my orders cancelled which is a good thing~~~

Oh and there was a person on my formspring who said I was a spoilt kid and that I have a way too comfortable life. Ok?? I'm not very offended but just fyi, what you say does not define who I am. You can say whatever you want about me but think about it, who are you to say that? You don't even know me.

Lol I fail, my eyelashes were falling off if you haven't notice HAHAHAHA and oh, look at my hair! Its not brown anymore. :( Boohoooo whatever, goodnight!

angst

2011-08-31T22:07:00.005+08:00

So here are a few things I want to say. FUCKING URBAN OUTFITTERS. What is wrong?! I had enough money in the card and they just couldn't process my orders. BOTH TIMES. God damn it, I've used the card on Asos and f21 and it bloody hell works fine so why isit that it doesn't work on Urban outfitters. Pissed like fuck. And it feels like every single fucking thing is turning its back on me. Like my damn htc which is like dying... My new phone is just fucked up. Every single word, let me emphasize... EVERY SINGLE WORD, it wants to me to spell it out and it didn't save my numbers so now I literally have like, no numbers in my bloody phone. And when I need to ask or tell somebody something, I typed out the fucking message THEN I realized I have no numbers at all. What the fuck? Oh and I'm stucked with my stupid internet connection which loves to show me the "Page cannot be found" page. Lovely. My life is really complete. NOT.

And I hope that fucking uo replies me and tell me what the fuck is their problem with my damn card. Asshole. Ps, I need to swear badly. My blood is boiling, it might just drown my soul. Oh yeah and one more thing, if I were to text you, you better reply because there's always a goddamn reason why I'm texting you and you better be grateful because I'm not in the mood to be fucking ignored. I'm not asking for much ok. Where's the basic courtesy? Well nvm, cut the crap. JUST REPLY MY MESSAGE, THAT'S IT. SO SIMPLE. THANK YOU.

shed lights on your better side

2011-08-30T17:55:00.003+08:00

Hi guys! Just gonna post some pictures taken with my dear dslr. Btw my phone spoiled AGAIN. Its not really spoiled.... The screen did not crack, just that the touch pad is fucked up. Sigh, my phone is god damn problematic. I'm gonna send that little bitch for repairs tomorrow or on Thursday. Thank god for an extra phone, although its Nokia but hell yeah baby, they are really durable. So yeah here are the pictures! I will be making a video soon, so stay tune! Till then x

look at the difference between the price and the quantity

Anyway, just wanna know if anyone is interested in tie-dye shorts! If you are, do let me know and I might be opening a preorder soon :)

a sky of diamonds all for us

2011-08-29T22:42:00.005+08:00

Hi guys! Today I'm going to do "10 random facts about myself" since I really don't know what to post about. So here are they...........

1. I tend to frown at the slightest things. Like when I'm very intrigued,when I'm thinking or when I'm annoyed lol
2. The first thing I'll say when I see something disgusting or when I'm pissed is, "The fuck?!"
3. I am very awkward around strangers.
4. I mumble alot. I don't know why, might be my braces.
5. I don't like forceful guys or guys who act cool just to get attention. *FROWN*
6. I love staying up at night to play games or watch movies.
7. I like it when people put in effort to do something
8. I really hate the guy cologne smell. IT STINKS. BIG TIME!!!
9. I like gummies hehe
10. I adore Jay Chou ALOT.

So that's all! So here are few pictures taken for the past few days... Or weeks.

Ahhhhhhhhh weeeeeeeee I love my tie dyed shorts! Will post about them soon~~ ;) Btw someone requested a make up tutorial, so I went to try caking make up on my face and that is how I look like (Above pic) I look like a slut LOL but I will be posting a video based on make up soon. Btw I have black hair now. Boooooooooooooohoooooooo

Paramore live in singapore 2011

2011-08-22T20:50:00.004+08:00

OMG I AM FINALLY BACK. This is a short post. The videos I took will fill up these empty spaces:) The concert was a blast! The quality for Monster is a little sucky and a few parts were cut off but the next two are alright. Enjoy! Will update more soon xx

sticks and stones

2011-08-18T21:37:00.005+08:00

I think I might just turn suicidal, I don't know what I'm doing with my life now, seriously. I am such a weakling. You can just go around hurling criticism at me and yeah, you'll be able to bring me down. I just realized that I am good at nothing. Nothing. Just an empty soul in this world, trying to find a sense of belonging. But up till now, all I've got is nothing, again. Seems like I really can't believe in luck any more. No matter how many times I wish for a miracle, I will never happen on me. It has NEVER happened on me. I'm so sick of putting up a front. I'm so sick of trying to be happy when I'm not. I'm so sick of having to smile when I don't feel like it. I'm so sick of being forced. I'm SO fucking sick of trying. You know, here are some things some people will never understand because they've not tried walking in my shoes. You don't even know how I feel.. Why don't you try walking a few miles in my shoes and then YOU tell me how I feel. How is that? I'm not okay so please don't assume that I am okay. (I am not delusional, I know my own feelings) I am really not okay so please don't say things will get better. I've already given up hoping that things will turn out right because they never did. And sometimes, I really feel like giving up.

And I beg of you, please please please don't annoying me. I need some peace. Just leave me alone.... If I were to snap, you know you've brought that upon yourself. And please don't joke around with me when I'm feeling down. Though I might not be showing anything but at the end of the day, I'm only human.

metric

2011-08-14T21:25:00.003+08:00

Hey guys, here's another song post! I'm sure many of you guys haven't heard of this band. They're called Metric and they have pretty cool songs. So here's a few favourite songs of mine, from them. Hope you enjoy!

Oh yeah, too bad this is one of the twilight soundtracks. Hate the movie. #justsayin

Yeah I've posted this before (I think) but I still LOVE this song. :')

sing a sad song

2011-08-12T21:49:00.005+08:00

Whenever I'm sad, I listen to a happy song. But today I came to realize that whenever I'm sad, nobody genuinely care. I really don't know what to do with my life, its like asif I don't serve much purpose around here. Maybe I've done something wrong like not being a better and cleverer daughter, not being a much encouraging sister or not being a nicer friend. And I really don't know what to do any more. Sometimes, I feel like a burden. Or maybe more like an annoyance. I really don't know. Sometimes, I wish some people would be more sensitive. Just don't add salt to the wound alright? Can't things just go my way for once in my life? Just once. Today was a really bad day.

shopping

2011-08-10T13:37:00.002+08:00

Frankly speaking, I think I really need to step away from online shopping websites. I just got orders from UO and F21 just a few days back. And today... I couldn't resist the temptation of getting some items from Asos, so I did. I think I'm gonna get a serious ear lashing from my dearest mom. But I know for now, that's really enough. Fuck my needs for clothes. Goodbye! x

Money faces

2011-08-07T16:03:00.005+08:00

Oh how I adore Sunsets! So pretty, you gotta love the wonders of this earth though life sucks sometimes. (Photo taken with my phone) Btw do you guys know I photoshopped this picture? Its actually a combination of two pictures together :-)

Anyway hi guys! I finally got my stuffs off Urban outfitters... Which means the things from F21 gotta wait. Aw man never mind, F21 and Jeffrey Campbell by the end of the month!!!!! I AM ON A SAVING SPREE BITCHES. Ok gotta head out to Ikea to get some my storage needs. My room is in a big mess and I think I need to clear some of the things up. I can't wait for O levels to end, gonna paint my room pastel pink and sort things out. Will prolly have a slumber party then! Room tour soon :) X

everything I'm not

2011-08-06T19:05:00.004+08:00

Hi everybody! I actually created a vlog but flickr couldn't upload the whole video. So no videos for this post. T_T I will upload it on photobucket soon. But here are some pictures~ My H&M baseball jacket is not here yet :-( Hopefully, I can get it before Paramore's Concert ehehehe! Have an enjoyable weekend ahead! X

Here's a song from a band I really love. I hope they make a comeback soon!

send in your skeletons

2011-08-02T21:24:00.009+08:00

Hello everybody! I had a nice weekend, went to a little Spain and Italian Cafe for lunch on Sunday! Yesterday wasn't that bad either. It was alright today, English prep was so hard.... But its okay~ So here are some pieces that I'm selling! Everything except for (Topshop & Asos stuffs) at $20! Please do visit my webstore! Thank you, lots of love x

There's gold falling from the ceiling of this world

2011-07-30T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody ^_^ Just a quick post today! Need to finish up my final work. Its 80% done~~~ Oh yeah I caught Captain America with Eileen today, it was pretty good. Chris Evans was so hot, just look at his abs. T_T Haha alright, so here are some pictures. They're kinda redundant but their purpose is to fill up these empty spaces.... Oh yeah, heading to town tomorrow with mah momsie, so hopefully I could get a new pair of birks and a bag. Can't wait for my stuffs to arrive! Will blog about them soon, till then x

1. Top - Forever 21, Bottoms - Topshop moto

2. Some random drawing for my prep boards

3 and 4. Top and Jacket - Cheap Monday, Bottoms - Topshop moto

LOL I am so fat, need to lose weight ;(

Do you remember the days, we built these paper mountains

2011-07-30T12:20:00.001+08:00

Such is life.......... Haha

into a darkness where stars start to drown

2011-07-27T18:34:00.006+08:00

Oh well, so today it was the best day of this week. Got released from school at 12.50pm. Went to Mac to have my Vanilla Coke. Ahhhhh nothing beats a glass of coke in this raging weather. So basically, school was alright for the past three days. I'm starting my revision, I know its very late but.. Better late than never! Made myself some pancakes today and something freaky happened when I was on my way home from buying the ingredients. Ask me if you're interested, it was so scary.... T_T Ok here are some pictures! Going out on Saturday again~ Will post more pictures till then x

Ps, enjoy my new blogsong! :-)

what doesn't kill you makes you stronger

2011-07-22T20:34:00.012+08:00

Hey people, I'm finally back. School was really exhausting. This week was not really a great week.. Well some of you guys might know the reason why! I guess maybe I really need to change my attitude towards fucked up people. Shall try to be nicer..... Never realized that I am really someone who stares a lot. ALOT. Without myself realizing. Shan't elaborate any further. Here's an update of my life in a brief summary. Weekdays: Go to school and get fucked up every day. Weekends: Chill out and slack like shit. Oh I just caught Transformers and Harry Potter recently. You guys should totally watch Harry Potter!!!! Well I'm going out again tomorrow and I'm bringing my camera out. Don't worry, its time I update properly! So I will be posting up some decent pictures soon. Meanwhile... Here are some photos I took with my phone. Hehe have a great weekend ahead x

Ps, Will not be here often. I am somehow very active on twitter. So do follow!

2011-07-10T13:35:00.006+08:00

I find myself trapped in a vortex full of problems. Its driving me crazy I don't even know what to say. Why can't life be easier? I wish there aren't any problems. Please understand that I don't wish to talk to anybody. Leave me alone? Life is fucking boring lol I'm contradicting myself its ironic. I just wish that there would be no obstacles around. FUCK I might as well close this blog since nobody's reading it anymore. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr this is the worst year ever. 2011, be gone!

angry

2011-07-05T21:33:00.014+08:00

Hello guys. I feel that I have the need to say something. You know in life, there are nice people and they are annoying people. Annoying people who are just soooooo full of themselves. And you know you have to be nice because sometimes, you don't have a choice! Well I'm being nice and I listen to them talk about all their fucking shit EVERY SINGLE TIME. Yeah I'm walking in that situation right now. Even when I'm just as fucking annoyed as them, they just kept rambling on how life is fucking sucky and all that irrelevant bullshit that I obviously don't give a fuck about. Its not like I'm trying to be mean or selfish and all but its just that, I have my own problems too. I don't need to carry another shit load of your problems on my back just because you're my friend/relative/family. I mean like, I HAVE MY OWN STUFF TO CARE ABOUT TOO. I really hope that some people can learn to be much more sensitive and not just talk about their problems and care about themselves. Whether they're fucking sad or angry or whatever. You know if you're sad, that's your problem. I can try to do every single thing to cheer you up but at the end of the day, if you're still sad, I can't do anything more. If you're angry, I can do everything to calm you down but YEAH AT THE END OF THE DAY.. When you accidentally killed somebody out of anger and ended up in jail. That's your problem! Because I'm not YOU. You make your own decisions! Life is not unfair, life is just unpredictable and you just have to learn to fucking suck it up. AND THAT'S IT. That's all I wanna say and shit, please just stop annoying me when I'm already annoyed enough. You should know my limits. When I say, stop it. You better stop. And when I show NO interest, please don't continue. Because that clearly shows that I'm annoyed and I think you should shut up. AND SOME PEOPLE NEED TO STOP SHOWING OFF I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

Ps, Yeah I might sound very evil here but Oh well... YEAH THAT'S ME IN TIMES OF RAGE.

Kiss me till I'm drunk

2011-07-03T21:36:00.007+08:00

Hi~~~ Its another post dedicated to Music! (As requested!) Have I mentioned how much I like Adam Levine and Gabe Saporta???? They both should make a song together! So here are a few songs I've been listening for the past few days. I'm a little mainstream here but who cares! Enjoy! :-)

I'm watching Transformers for them lol

you got my heartbeat away

2011-07-02T21:03:00.007+08:00

Was really bored so I decided to mess around with photobooth. Haha if you've been following me on twitter, you might have seen me tweet "I look drunk." Yeah, I look drunk again today. Anyway, caught Monte Carlo with Jessica this afternoon. It was alright... Imo, Selena Gomez resembles Taylor Lautner. Click here to see. (LOL)

school

2011-07-02T00:20:00.007+08:00

Hi! Finally, I got my android fixed. HAPPY GIRL. Anyway, I'm currently posting via my Htc so yup, not much pictures! School was alright. (lol @ the ah beng tattoos we were just tryin to imitate. So no offence intended, don't beat me up hehe) Just that I get really tired. I need a wake up call. Apparently, my class did not do very well during the mid years and our L1R5 was like shit. Literally SHIT. Need to have a reality check and start bucking up. If not, I really don't know what else to do. Anyway.... Just got to know about some stuffs that I really wish I didn't know. Some things are just better left unsaid. Right? Had a fairly weird dream just now and it made me realize how badly I desire for things that I can't get or I could've gotten. Oh well, such is life. People don't realize it until they've lost something they once had. Wouldn't it be really great if dreams can be brought to reality? And wouldn't it be great if things were to remain like it is forever? Heartbreaks won't be a problem then. Because things don't change in that case. But again, such is life. People move on and forget about you. How cruel but we will have to live with it. Goodnight, early day tomorrow. Shall take a break and have some fun! Enjoy your weekends lovely people x

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new resolutions

2011-06-26T19:16:00.004+08:00

As you know, my resolutions NEVER work. But I'm still gonna do it anyway~ So tomorrow's the start of a new semester. What I'm hoping to achieve are...

1. Complete all homework that was given INCLUDING POA. (T_T)

2. STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS.

3. Smile more in class.

4. Stop staring at people. Or not look like I am staring because I REALLY AM NOT STARING.

5. Drink Milo only during recess.

6. Get the leopard printed doc martens soon

7. Study like a slut.

8. Get my HTC back. (Hehe a few more days more!!!!!!)

9. Collect my TOMS. 4 months already!!! >:-(

10. Online shopping

I'm kinda looking forward to school but I really dread waking up early! But on a brighter note, I went to Topshop and got myself some awesome shit hehehe ok my life is complete for now. See you! Will update again soon xx

old photos

2011-06-25T14:03:00.004+08:00

Hi! Since I haven't been updating a lot. So really, thank god that I've gotten my laptop back. Like I promised, here are some reaaaaaally old photos. Some back to the days of 2009. Sometimes, I wish I didn't know some of the things. Some things are just better left unsaid. Don't you think so? Sometimes, everything just seem so fake I really don't know whether to believe it or not. Okay so I'm back to having doubts again. If there's actually a thought generator... You just to have to plug into my head and then I swear, you're gonna die of overload just by reading through them.

Anywayssss, I had a nice week. Caught plenty of movies: Mr Poppers and the penguins, Something borrowed, Super eight and the Hangover 2. Hangover 2 was fucking funny LOL alright.. So school's starting in 2 days. I'm kind of looking forward to it, I'm not sure why but this holiday doesn't EVEN feel like one. So yup, I feel that going to school and hanging out with friends is actually much better and healthier compared to staying at home, sleeping all day and eating an excessive amount of junk food. Ok I've nothing much to say. So enjoy your weekends! Adios lovely

hello

2011-06-19T21:10:00.004+08:00

Hi guys! I guess my blog's losing all its visitors. Hmmm. Sorry for not updating but my laptop got confiscated. I'm currently using my bro's mac book which is pretty hard to use, for me. Anywayssss, photos will be up soon! And the flea yesterday pretty much sucked due to some last minute things happening but thank god they were resolved just in time. Scape was damn hot and sales weren't that good too. Sigh, sold of my loots for sucha low price. Time to go online shopping! Soon. I guess.

So yup, I won't be blogging that often nowadays. Need to start studying. If not, I really don't know what to do about my future. Really. Okay, I think that's all. I've been doing some thinking. Alot of thinking I mean. All kind of stuffs run through my mind and its not a good thing. They make me unable to sleep and sigh.... I really don't know what to say. Things just get mundane. Argh, can't stand it. Adios lovely. Ask me some questions on formspring! I love questions. Oh yea p.s, I'm officially going for Paramore's Concert!!! I just hope that I'll be able to see something cos its a damn moshpit. Grrr... Should've gotten the best. Sigh we shall see hehe

Tut tut tut

2011-06-15T19:42:00.007+08:00

Hi guys! Since many of you guys have asked me how I edit my photos! So here's how I do it :-) I hope it helps! LOL my blog title reminds me of how I used to make that sound to irritate my friends in the theatres. Hehehehe ok so this is how it goes....

First step: Open a picture you like in Photoshop. Resize or crop it if you need to.

Second step: Duplicate image. Set layer to screen, set it to 50% opacity. (You can skip this if you want to.) Then go to Image - Auto color + Auto level + Auto contrast - Color Balance. Follow the below settings if you want to. If not, its alright! You can tweak it~

Third step: (If only you like the grainy effect) Go to filter - Noise - Add Noise. (Shown Below)

Fourth step: A window will follow (shown below) Choose the amount, but I chose 5%. Oh and you can choose between Uniform and Gaussian. Up to you!

Fifth step: Merge all layers. If you want to give the image a sharper effect. Go to Filter - Sharpen - SMART SHARPEN.

Sixth step: As usual, a window will open. (Shown below) You can adjust on your own.

Seventh step: Ok, then you're done! :) Hope this helps!

LOL SORRY, this image is so old! Prolly taken 2 yrs back. Hehe have fun playing!
Oh and btw, I'll be having a flea @ Scape on Saturday 18th June! Do come and support <3

Last friday night

2011-06-13T19:43:00.005+08:00

Ok I know its not friday but HAHAHAHAHA this is the reason why I love Katy! She's stunning even when she's a nerd. Gotta love her! And look who's in it? Its Rebecca Black, bitches. Oh before I go, I think I'll be setting up a flea with my friend at scape on Saturday! If I'm really setting it up, do stop by and say HIIIIIIIIIII! :3 And I'm going for Paramore's concert OMFG KILL ME NOW. *SPASMS* ok ok goodnight lovely beings <3

I wouldn't turn my back on the world

2011-06-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello, how was your week? I spent Friday at home again. I have to kick the habit of skipping school, its unhealthy. Thank god its the weekends! You know what I dread? I dread waking up on a weekday and thinking of going to school even during my holiday. I dread this whole routine. This whole fucking mundane routine. I'm so sick of it. Sometimes, I think I'm stucked in this cycle of undeniably boring events. Anyway, yesterday was fine. Was studying for the whole day in the library with Poh. Caught Ladda land with Eileen in the evening. It was not a bad movie but I obviously prefer Insidious to it. Its funny at some parts but I just think that the movie's very depressing. I hate depressing movies, they make me sad lol okay that's all I'm gonna blog about today. I'll be giving my portfolio a revamp later on, so please stop by and take a look! :) Enjoy your weekends! School again tomorrow :'( I like my blog song, do you? ☺

Feet in the air, head on the ground

2011-06-08T19:43:00.004+08:00

Hi today was great. Woke up at 6 today, I'm feeling soooo damn tired right now. Went to USS with Eileen ~.~ It was fucking fun but the weather was being a total slut as usual and and I'm thinking of having a private blog. You know, some people out there talks about EVERYTHING.They just can't keep the mouth shut, it is kind of annoying. Sometimes, I really wish I could shove a dick or two in their mouths. Why can't you MYOB for christ's sake. Ooooright for the time being, I shall learn to be a little more discreet than usual. Ok picture time ~~~~~~~~~~ OH AND ARGH FUCK I HAVE SCHOOL TOMORROW! #$%^&*

lol fat fingers for you guys again

hehe so cute

That two indians are always in my photos lol

YOU GET WHAT I MEAN

That two rides are the best!!

Ok this stupid bottle costs 16 bucks and it tastes like shit lol

Hollywood for you guize

And there's New york!

And there's ME!!!!! HAHA the rest of the photos are with Eileen and some of them are with Poh, lazy upload!!!!!! K BYE

My heart is playing tricks on me

2011-06-06T19:14:00.005+08:00

Yup, I painted my nails and I just noticed my hair is really brown. Bye, I'm dying. Spent the whole day in school and all I need now is SOME RETAIL THERAPY! Can't wait for Wednesday <3 LADDA LAND AND USS HERE I COME WEEEEE

C'est la vie

2011-06-05T14:45:00.007+08:00

I have 15 minutes to finish this post. Basically, the reason is that my mom, my bro and my dad all wants me to study from 4pm to 7pm. That's seriously something hard to do FOR me. Like I said, my attention span is only 10% and my ability to concentrate is also about the same percentage. Even if I were to off my laptop and get to work, it will take me about 2 hours to finish one paper because half of the time spent will be used on daydreaming. You get what I mean? But I know all this is for my own benefits but sometimes, I really don't get why they must force me into doing it. I mean like, my dad was all anal this morning. Going all "Why are you still sleeping?!?!?!" at 11am. Its not even LATE plus I don't get why I shouldn't sleep in late on a weekend DURING MY HOLIDAY (which is not even holiday like) Sometimes, they really don't know my limits.

I know I am deemed as someone who doesn't like studying and who likes to play. Almost everyone thinks of me that way from my own point of view. I know I'm stubborn but come on, that's just me? I can't change my own personality, can I? And I know that I don't do what I say. This is a habit that even I hate. Sometimes, I really want to give up on everything. I just thought maybe I don't have the ability to keep myself going any more. And could you guys please stop calling me a china kid? Its kind of getting on my nerves. I know its funny at times, but I'm a god damn Singaporean ok? Get it right.

Anyway, I need a life. School the whole of next week, from 8am to 5pm. 9 hours in school. To do what? Draw. Great, my life is one hell of a ride. Thanks and I'm enjoying it. Tremendously. And like always, Sundays are the worst and I'm not contradicting. I wanna catch Laddaland! Sorry if my blog is boring but I promise, more pictures soon. Adios lovelies!

oooooooh god

2011-06-04T21:42:00.003+08:00

Hi guys, today I saw a guy who looks like Kenichi Matsumaya and he's so cute!!!!!! Ok need to stop sounding like a love struck idiot lol.......... WHY HE SO CUTE

*dreams*

hahahaha shit man

Btw we had our GG's farewell party today at west coast and it was fun except that the weather was being a total bitch. (like always) Anyway, I think I got really tanned and I look like a nigga. Seriously, its time someone give the sun some clothes. She's always naked and SO HOT. Goodnight.

songs

2011-06-02T20:28:00.008+08:00

Hi guys, sorry for not updating often. I'm so tired nowadays. #Forevertiredandalone Anyway, here's some of my fave songs at the moment. So Imma share them with you to make up. KISS AND MAKE UP AITE? Love yooooou, will be back soon! Many things coming up in the month of June. So let's hope everything turns out fine for you guys too :-) Enjoy your holidays!

Eileen's gonna hate me for liking this song lol

I'm gonna see them. I DON'T CARE!

na na na na we've all got voices

2011-05-30T14:47:00.005+08:00

Hi people, angst found his way to me. Eating off every inch of my happiness. I suggest that if you're gonna talk to me, please don't be so curt in replying if you're the one who talked to me. Damn annoyed by the fact that I can't even be at my best when it comes to Chinese. I think I kinda screwed my paper. My first O level paper. Wooooow, isn't that deep?!! Oh well, let's hope I can at least get a B3. Bye A, I will miss you. :(

I believe I can get an A1, give it to me? :O

kungfu fighting

2011-05-29T15:14:00.003+08:00

Hey, how've you guys been doing? Haha caught two movies at the theaters yesterday and the day before. OOOOOH WELL, I was feeling stressed. (LOLJK) Anyways, they're both a must watch :-) And have I mentioned this? Eileen screamed 4 times while watching Insidious! #epic. I'm starting to like horror films, they are so thrilling. Really.... Like really exciting LOL! Kungfu Panda 2 was better than the previous one. Baby Kungfu Panda was sooo adorable. KYAHHHH

And now, its time for me to start mugging. Me and my last minute studying. Mother tongue O's tomorrow and I'm over here craving for Mos burger's wyagu beef burger!! :/ 1 cloze passage down, 4 more to go! See you soon <3

sunset zone

2011-05-26T18:44:00.004+08:00

I miss living at my old place. They have the best sunset view ever. And O's in a few days time. All I've got to say is that I'm not prepared at all so I really hope that Lady luck will be standing by my side on Monday. Its time for a miracle to happen, I'm always so unfortunate. Ah well, shall catch some movies. Did you guys watch She's The Man, its an awesome film! Hehe see you xx

some of them want to use you

2011-05-24T19:45:00.004+08:00

Ok I swear Google (blogger) is a big fat bitch for giving me so much trouble in changing my emails and making me delete my other blogger account. You can really be a bitch at times, my dearest google. And Mozilla Firefox is a bitch too, I'm currently blogging through Google Chrome. Whenever I tried to log into blogger by MFF, they will tell me that my account has been disabled. How awesome, so what am I doing here? This is so ironic.

But heck, I'm here to post about my hectic + boring + sleep deprived life. So this is what I do everyday. In the morning, I'd wake up at god knows what time. Go to school, mother tongue intensive all the fucking way till 3.30pm. All I did was sleep, text, stare into space and talk to people. But most of the time, I'd be sleeping. And when I'm on my way home, I'd sleep the fuck out myself on the bus. Then when I'm on my way home, I'll tell myself to sleep when I reach home. But those are empty words. So what I did was....... Bath, switch on my laptop and start opening all the social network sites. Then I'd watch some dramas/movies. At around 1am/2am, I'll go to bed. When I wake up the next morning, I'll curse about having to wake up so early when I was the one who went to sleep that EARLY. So this cycle goes on and on.... Oh god some one kill me please. Goodbye. This is the end of my "with-no-reason-behind-it" rant. Hope you've enjoyed it as much as I don't.

Wake me up when September ends

2011-05-21T21:16:00.008+08:00

Hey guys, caught Gantz with Wanxin today! It was a real nice movie, cept that it was kinda bloody and sadistic. The first opponent was seriously gross I swear. Watch and you'll know! I'm not really a fan of bloody shows but this one was good. And Kenichi Matsuyama was so cute! :3 Anyway, I'm digging up some old songs right now. Hmmm..... You guys remember American Idiot by Green Day? Haha and I'm setting up a list for myself to do.

Things to do for the Month of May and June:
1. Do something to my hair
2. Study like a slut
3. Fix my bloody HTC
4. Find a job (perhaps)
5. Shop like mad
6. Watch alot of movies
7. Get rid of eye bags
8. Cut down on Junk food
9. Get EOS camera asap
10. Study like a slut again

Ok that's all, gotta scoot~ Ps, Since some of you guys have requested me to post on what I'm wearing in the outfit post. I've updated it! Enjoy your weekend xx

empty words

2011-05-18T21:45:00.006+08:00

Hello everybody! As expected... After recieving today's results, I'm already six feet under. Let's not talk about tomorrow. Well, I think I'm sure to apply for DPA into visual arts or some graphic design course cos I think ME talking about being an accountant is just way too absurd AND too beyond my capabilities. At least I've got some portfolio for graphics! I think that if I don't secure a place in Poly right now, I've no place left. Other than ITE or Private. Noooo way man. Btw MT O's in 12 days time. I need to do some thing about it..... My chinese is really weak. Didn't expect this year to be so stressful and look at the time now. Time flew past so quicky! 5 more months to the actual national examinations. :-/

Sigh, gonna go and take a bath then read some books! I bought a new book today :-) And I was out with Danielle just now, it was really fun :3 Anyway, please support her selling journal yeah? Love you guize!!! <3

wrapped in black paranoia

2011-05-16T17:50:00.003+08:00

I hate it when I'm bored and I'm stucked at home. And when I'm bored and stucked at home, my fingers will itch and Tadah! I went online shopping again. I need to go to town :'(

Top - Topshop Ditsy Daisy Dress, Outer - Oversized Boyfriend Blazer, Shoes - Celine Clogs, Bag - Alexander Wang Inspired Leopard Printed Clutch

AWWWW

2011-05-16T16:54:00.010+08:00

STUPID WANXIN AT 0.31! Haha anyway love you guys ♡♡♡♡ and you guys walked the wrong way LOL! Oh and I removed that chunk of crap I typed out. I thought it didn't really mean anything. Hehe let's look at the brighter side of life! Well I sincerely hope everything will come around soon alright. :')

Avril Lavigne Black Star Concert

2011-05-15T17:06:00.024+08:00

sixteen

2011-05-14T01:51:00.004+08:00

Oh well, on behalf of myself....... I did a little shopping as a birthday present to myself lol oh well, happy birthday to myself! :) Sorry for the lousy quality bleagh was lazy to retake hahaha and enjoy your day!!!! Its 14th May! <3 Will be back to update on my day, so right now...... Time to catch some wink ;)

Yesterday night

2011-05-10T19:05:00.009+08:00

Avril's concert was a blast! I'm still waiting for Celeste to send me the pics.......... Won't be getting them till Friday so yup. Shall update then :) But here's a clip for you guys. Haha you know after she sang "Complicated", she said "Thank you Singapore!" and then she ran in. The lights went off. We were all like, Omg??!!!!! Over already?!?!?! Everybody started to chant. I didn't get what they were screaming but I think it was Encore or Avril LOL. Then suddenly she came out and started singing What The Hell and Girlfriend. Lol I swear the crowd screamed like crazy bitches. Haha! She's so awesome <3 Enjoy the video :-D

I told you to be fine

2011-05-08T18:25:00.004+08:00

This girl is so talented, do I need to mention this? She's only 14! :)

frustration

2011-05-06T22:05:00.005+08:00

Hi all, I'm bloody hell stressed up right now. This is just a post to vent all my frustration. Don't get how I spend my money. I'm really short of cash right now. Sigh, really have got to learn how to save :'( There are actually people with lesser allowance than I do but they can save like 20 bucks per week? Just look at me, not even a single cent saved. If only I'm filthy filthy rich... And after watching Fast and Furious 5 today, I was like.... FUCK, THOSE BITCHES ARE DOWNRIGHT RICH MAN. LOOK AT THOSE SEXY CARS! Haha btw its a good movie, go watch it yeah :)

I'm soooooo tired and I think I need more sleep. I wish when I wake up tomorrow, I will have an extra 100000000 in my bank account lol FAT HOPE ok la byebye

I'll be alright

2011-05-05T13:11:00.005+08:00

1. Lol my ceiling
2. Coffee to keep myself awake but sadly, caffeine doesn't work for me :(
3. My drawing from the few previous posts, it turned out to be kinda boyish haha like Tegan from Tegan And Sara!
4. I finally touched photoshop after so damn long LOL I hope you like what you see!

Sorry for my very very very boring posts these days! But yeah, due to the heavy schedule.... Of god knows what. I can't keep up with my irregular sleeping methods and last minute studying, my eyes can hardly open in the morning! I think my eyebags are gonna be soooooo bad after this year. So stress T_T But on a brighter note, 4 more days to Avril's concert! Imma record, I promise hehe. Ok gonna go catch some wink now see you :) Xx

favourite songs

2011-05-03T21:02:00.006+08:00

1. Us - Regina Spektor
2. Ghosts - Laura Marling
3. Worried About - Lissie
3. Mouthful of Diamonds - Phantogram
4. About A Girl - The Academy Is
5. Brighter - Paramore
6. Come Back Home - Two Door Cinema Club
7. Remembering Sunday - All Time Low
8. Gone Fishing - Second Person
9. Science And Faith - The Script
10. Chasing Pavements - Adele
11. Yellow - Coldplay (This is my song so cfm must add LOL)
Hahaha and the list goes on and on and on..... Enjoy! Btw, its not in order.

Its may

2011-05-02T17:44:00.005+08:00

Well life is boring. I just updated my blogshop, do check it out ;) 12 more days to my birthday. 7 more days to Avril's concert. I'm excited! But for now, I shall just stick to studying. I'm feeling guilty for loafing around the house for the past few days.... Goodluck yall! :)

imma eat your heart

2011-04-30T17:52:00.005+08:00

You want to know what's wrong with me? Everything is wrong with me, so if you're not happy of the way I'm acting then that's your problem, so solve it yourself. Cos there's something you ought to know yeah? Basically, the thing is the world doesn't revolve around you and even if you died, it wouldn't make a difference. Cruel but that's the truth. Well..... Because you're just one in 6,775,235,700. And don't be so selfish please? And you say I'm prissy but seriously, just look at you. You're like a few times more of a diva than I am. You don't go about complaining why people don't like you. Haven't you had any thoughts about it yet? Haven't you thought of why people don't like you? Why don't you just think about it. And its funny how you're always doubting the truth. You're not always right. Nobody's always right and shit, you know what? Get a life. This is to no one in particular. But if you're reading it and you're offended. Well too bad, everybody gets hurt.

Since you guys don't really know everything about me. Here's a few things (A HATE LIST ACTUALLY):
1. I'm a total hater and a Atheist in believing that everything's gonna be fine the next day.
2. I fucking hate people who works so hard for something it makes them so skeptical. Its like, seriously? Why are you acting this way. So in all, I hate skeptical people.
3. I hate it when people's over optimistic when someone's not in a very good situation. Like for example, A: "Shit I lost a billion dollar." B: "Oh you know, its alright. You can always withdraw somemore."
4. Hate it when people don't take me seriously and joke around like asif I'm gonna be like

5. People who makes feel like I'm talking to a fucking wall. Hello? I'm talking to you bitch.
6. I hate it when people answer questions for me. Sorry but I can talk.
7. People who assume.
8. Fucking forgetful people who are like, "Who are you?" after a day. HA! You're a bloody goldfish.
9. People who judge other people when they're no good themselves. Look in the mirror.
Yes, that's all. This is my hate rant and yeah this is for yaaaaaalll haters. Fuck you

my heart beating like a hammer

2011-04-27T19:06:00.004+08:00

Hello everybody! Sometimes I really think my face is damn weird. I can't smile properly man, my mouth gets all fucked up and shit. Haizzzzzzzz wish I was Angela baby, Omg she's like damn fucking hot man! FAT HOPE :'( Ok NVM here are some pictures. See you all some other time eh? Time to hit the books! Xx Btw, I've updated my blogshop, please support! Prices slashed and pretty things up. GO GO GO!!!!!!

lonely light house

2011-04-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

A clearer picture of my art piece. And yay I'm a happy girl!!! Some of my stuffs has arrived! ♡ Am currently mugging for examinations~~~~ Will be back soon ☺

flower girl

2011-04-24T03:41:00.005+08:00

Check out the time now. I'm sick in bed. I've been coughing non stop and I think that sooner or later my lungs are going to explode. And yup she's going up my wall once its done. Btw, I'm going for Avril's concert, can't wait! I will update again soon. Happy Easter and goodnight everybody! xx

all that is gold is rusty

2011-04-20T21:20:00.005+08:00

Hi guy, I'm back to blog! I'm definitely going for Avril's concert I'm telling you. I'm trying to learn to be content with what I have but my heart doesn't like that. It wants MOOOORE. Oh well.... If I can't get my Canon 60D, then I'll just get my film cameras. I hope that my parents understand that photography is my favourite hobby and that by sponsoring me will make me really happy hahahhahahha. I really wish I was born with a golden spoon encrusted with diamonds stucked in my mouth. That'd be nice, maybe the next life? But hey, you guys can do the job, buy something from printingdaisies! :-)

On a brighter note, its the last day of school day for the week tomorrow! Eileen and Mills coming over to bake on Friday! It'll be a great day I swear :3 Btw, I'm still waiting for my parcels to arrive. NONE has arrived..... Yet. The wait is killing me. Anyway, braces gonna go off in a few months time. WOoooOOOo I'm excited!!!!

Sundays

2011-04-17T18:02:00.009+08:00

Today is the best Sunday I've ever had this year. Spent my sleeping time watching movies and dramas. You know what I love? I love spending time alone with a pack of chips in the dead of night watching sad romance movies. And I will stare at the screen and melt in cheesiness. Sundays are always the sunniest, I'm blinded by the heat of the rays. Its so hot.... But I love taking pictures in sunlight. :3 I can't wait to get a new camera..... And maybe some film cameras. We'll see! Till then, xx. Out I go for dinner!

yeah you say hey

2011-04-16T21:19:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the lack of update these few months. I guess I've lost my interest in blogging plus I've got so much things on my mind. I can't put them down all in words, its so hard. I need to work them out pretty soon. It might just pile up and give my brain an overload. So yup, these few days were good. Yesterday was our school's Speech day. We got released at 10.55am which was a total bliss! That's the ONLY good thing that happens to the student body ONCE a year. Wanted to catch Scream4 but dang, that bitch at the counter didn't let me in cos I don't have my ez-link card. Excuse me, I'm sixteen for christ's sake. Ok maybe in 28 days time........ But still? Haha so we didn't catch a movie. We went to fill our stomachs with japanese food! :3

Today wasn't that bad either. Met Celeste for Sogurt~ We saw this really really really cute caucasian! He looks like Jesse Eisenberg but only a cuter version. (Dies) Had Ding Tai Fung for dinner. Yummmmm, this is probably the best week so far, this year. And I'm still waiting for 5 parcels to arrive. 1 from which I've ordered like months ago -.- 1 is a preorder. 1 from fucking ebay which haven't even arrive after 2++ weeks. And 2 that's gonna arrive soon I think.................. Grrr shall update when I get them one of them. ITS FUCKING ANNOYING WHEN I PAID MONEY AND I'M NOT GETTING ANY. Oh my god, I'm so patient. Btw, I'm selling some rings! Go check out my Selling blog :) Have a nice weekend!

someone like you

2011-04-13T20:23:00.003+08:00

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

as the rain pour

2011-04-11T00:58:00.006+08:00

Hi everybody, sorry I know I was suppose to be posting on Saturday but I got back on Sunday lol and I was feeling really lazy. Have I ever mentioned that I hate Sundays? I will always have a premonition that something's gonna go wrong and yeah, so yeah. It really happened, got so pissed off by the fakery. Oh well, I shall live by this overstated quote "Shit happens." In fact, life is so full of shit... We have to learn to devour it.

Nether less, my Saturday was well spent. Went food scouting in the afternoon. As usual, I was late for almost 2 hours. Pardon me please? That shows why nobody should ever ask me out, I'm a full time late comer. The other half of the day was spent at Peiqi's condo, we celebrated Denise's sixteen! Well Sweet sixteen, Dear president! I'd say the celebration wasn't really that bad but it was queer. So full of mixed emotions, I don't even know how I should spell it out. And I won't be back so soon. Something has knocked me out and made me realize that I should actually start studying harder. Truth is, I'm afraid I might not be able to get my lazy ass into a polytechnic. I shall not let my future be destroyed in my own hands so okay I shall end here. A shit load full of programmes waiting for me..... Its always the same stupid mundane cycle, I'm so fucking sick of it. So I'm definitely lookin' forward to friday. That's when we can go partying partying yeah and annoy the shit out of everybody! Wooooo goodnight xx Check out my blogshop and buy my stuffs please!!

Sorrry my dear readers

2011-04-06T21:16:00.003+08:00

Sorry people my blog has been a very dead + un interesting place for the past few weeks. Well, you see... This is how my life is like, ONE WORD: BORING. I will update and try to revive this place soon so meanwhile so check my blogshop out! Thank you! So till then, xx.

Ps, I need to study STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Will be back on Saturday ;)

printingdaisies

2011-04-01T21:57:00.016+08:00

That's my official selling blog. The clothes I've previously posted here are moved there. PLEASE SUPPORT!!!!!!! :)
Go to http://printingdaisies.blogspot.com now!

no love lost

2011-03-31T21:14:00.006+08:00

Thermodynamic miracles, events with odds against so astronomical they’re effectively impossible. I long to observe such a thing. And yet, in each human coupling, a thousand million sperm vie for a single egg. Multiply those odds by countless generations, against the odds of your ancestors being alive. To distill so specific form from that chaos of improbability, like turning air to gold. That is the crowning unlikelihood but the world is so full of people, so crowded with these miracles that they become a common place and we forget. We gaze continually at the world and it grows dull in our perceptions. Yet seen from the another’s vantage point. As if new, it may still take our breath away.

Hi, nobody's reading this dead place anymore. :(

selling post soon!!!

2011-03-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hi people, i'm gonna post a selling post soon. PLEASE SUPPORT THIS POOR SOUL HERE. SHE'S GOT NO MORE MONEY (Inserts many many sad faces) Most are unworn lol ok look out for it muacks muacks <3

Wild hearts can't be broken

2011-03-24T23:07:00.005+08:00

Hi everybody. I've been busy with school, school and school. So here are some pictures. I SWEAR I WILL BRING MY CAMERA OUT THIS WEEKEND! Maths test tomorrow and I've still got no idea how the fuck do I solve a matrice question. Shoot me now..... I've still got 3 mother tongue compositions waiting for me. Okay gotta scoot. Xx

My nearly unfinished work, the forehead looks bloody weird :( And here's a video which I think is really amazing. I wish I could paint like that. That'll be my dream haha and the background music is so depressing I think I like it lol

shit

2011-03-22T20:02:00.004+08:00

Well I'd say this year seems to be a renaissance of shit cos right now, I'm feeling like shit and my head is spinning at an unstoppable speed. Life sucks, school sucks and everybody just suck at this moment. All your faces are like potatoe sacks and your voices are like noises to me. Think I'm sick. My head feels like its gonna burst any moment now. My throat hurts like fuck. This feeling sucks, I gotta say. I feel so empty and my heart weighs a ton. I don't even feel like talking to anyone. I shall not give a damn about anything else and just head to bed now. Goodnight!

One thing before I go, Happy sixteen to Wanxin and Happy belated to Milissa! Love you both, xx.

quick boring post

2011-03-20T00:57:00.002+08:00

lol I seriously hate my fringe. Gotta go get it trimmed tomorrow!!!!!! Btw, went shopping today. Ah... Retail theraphy, gotta love it! Regretted not getting that Cheap Monday tote nasjkhfdsjh gawdhjgjhasgdjhasdgajh and I feel fat. DIET NEXT WEEK. Heading over to Ikea tomorrow to get my dressing table hehehehehe K BYE enjoy your last day of holiday!

fryday

2011-03-18T00:27:00.005+08:00

Sorry for not updating that often nowadays. So to make it up, here are some pictures! :) I will update with more pictures soon! Hopefully, I'm gonna bring my camera out AND hopefully I'm not gonna stay at home at day and sleep........ But damn, sleep can be so addictive. :3

Pehehehehe DO YOU LIKE MY HAIR!!!! I'm still waiting for my fringe to grow :"( Its growing at sucha slow rate.......

Btw, I deleted the previous post because I know, some people out there are gossiping behind my back. Go on~ Flaunt your words all around. Its not gonna bring you anywhere. Lol and I don't care either. Here's a gif for you ;)